Normally I’m not an enormous crier, but right here I was, crying my god dam eyes out. The next thing I knew, I was kind of crying. I knew I’d hate it there, much more than the opposite colleges I’d been to. I started thinking of the military college. I heard my mom crying in their bedroom, and my father making an attempt to consolation her. I walked into my room, shut the door, and lay down on my mattress againĪnd lit a cigarette that I found in my hounds tooth jacket pocket. So, Dad was kept on yelling at me and despatched me to my room. When I received there, he should have seen how drained I was and just let me sleep. Does he have a look at me as another son figure? Or does he have feelings for me? Or was he just actually drunk? It didn’t seem proper at all. I saved serious about him patting me on the head. I might be there now, having an mental dialog with him, smoking a cigarette. I began drifting off again, I considered Mr. Mom was just sobbing the entire time that the argument was going on. “Damn it, Holden, you’ve really pushed my buttons this time! Look at how well DB and Phoebe are doing.
I don’t know the way long the entire thing lasted. I was thinking about Allie the entire time Dad was yelling at me. His face was all pink, and all these veins had been sticking out in his neck. “Holden, what the hell is wrong with you!? I paid a ton of money to ship you to those colleges and all you do is get kicked out each god dam time! I know you’re not stupid! You can move these classes! I know it’s that you’re not making use of yourself!”īoy was he mad. “Damn it, Holden! I can’t take it anymore!” Dad yelled. “Well”, I said, “I…I obtained kicked out once more. Christ, what a time to have a coughing fit ey? I took a deep breath, after which started coughing everywhere. “Holden! What’s going on? What are you doing here? Its’ Tuesday”, my dad I hadn’t shaved in a few days.Īnyway, they seemed all dressed up and nice after they got here by way of the door. If you wish to know the truth, I was in fairly dangerous form.Įven although I modified and washed before mother and pop came house, I felt that I should have seemed a state.
I was really hungry, however too worried to eat. I really didn’t care if they yelled at me. Right there in the hallway, so that they noticed me instantly. Around 7 o’clock, mom and pop walked in together. So I unpacked a couple of things in my room, and smoked all of my cigarettes. I’ll give old Jane a bell tomorrow, if it’s not too loopy right here.
I began thinking maybe I was mistaken, leaving so abruptly after that god dam little tiff with Stradlater. I questioned what they had been all saying about me back there. All of a sudden i got to excited about Pencey. We obtained residence, and I took my suitcases into my room and I lay down on my bed. Had he all the time favored me in a flirty way? Of course I would by no means tell her what really happened. We obtained off the bus at 72nd street, said goodbye to Susie and all, and then Phoebe said mom and pa had been coming home at round 7. I tried not to assume of how hysterical she’d get. Phoebe and Susie helped me get my thoughts off of how I was about to face my dad and mom. I usually like Phoebe’s associates when I first meet them. “Yes”, Susie mentioned, “It must be really great”.
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